I don’t wanna have a great, amazing couple of months and then all of a sudden its over. I don’t want to experience the feeling of being lost, confused, and hurt all over again. I wanna be with you. And I want us to last, no matter how hard any situation is, no matter what/who comes between us.
haha if youre bored you could kiss me idk just sayin
I was finally content with my life. I got people off my back, got rid of people, didn’t like anyone nor did I want to, no worries, and I was going towards sunshine. Then, I met him. Of course I found him attractive, but didn’t want anything with him. Then, I started liking him and I didn’t think of him as a piece of meat like I’ve had to all these guys I wanted to use. Got feelings for him when I finally got done with that crap. I started worrying again, got people annoying me, and I’m going crazy. Not only am not content with my life anymore; I’m here feeling like a hopeless middle school girl crushing on this guy who isn’t even interested in her. Just when I got done with this bullshit, I’m back at it again.
I don’t know why but all these negative thoughts just came into my head making think that he might not even like me. Why would he even go after someone like me? I really like him for some damn reason and I’m scared now. I don’t want to get hurt anymore..